Random blasphemous rants

Dear Readers,

I cried so much during the Memorial! It started when Mariah started to choke up, ah so emotional! And then Brooke Shield’s Speech, Jeremaine’s performance, the Senator’s speech (which showed us a side to MJ we never knew about, why doesn’t the media focus on his good points? rather than his alleged flaws) and Marlon and Paris’ words (flood gates of tears..)

I spent the following day watching the rerun and cried again….and following the rerun the TRUE HOLLYWOOD STORY of Michael Jackson came on air, and it PISSED ME OFF!

You know, after the memorial, I felt, wow Michael was such a wonderful person. And I felt guilty and angry for being a closet  Michael Jackson fan. Not really a closet fan, but like I said earlier, I belonged to the “he is a pervert” camp ever since 2004.  I really admire people like Andrea and Jeab, whose admiration was so strong that they knew he wouldn’t be capable of such heinous acts, and it was all as Andrea says it, “STACY!!! ITS THE MEDIA’S MISREPRESENTATION OF HIM!!!!!!”

You know, I’m not Christian, but I did go to a Protestant school, studied the bible…and you know, the famous story where, Jesus is on the cross, and absorbs the original sin and he is so tainted and disgusting that God turns away from him, and he cries out the famous “Father, why have you foresaken me!!!”

It is probably really blasphemous for me to use this analogy, but that’s how I feel! That poor MJ was crucified gave his soul and his whole life to his fans, and the media spectacle put doubt in all our minds about his person. And so I turned my face away from him in disgust.

Argh! I feel so upset and angry! And when I saw THS on E! I felt like throwing a pillow at the TV!

I really do love Michael Jackson, his music, his overall contributions to our society, and am really really sad that he is gone.

Thank you Michael Jackson for everything and I’m so sorry you were abused and ripped to shreds, when you were such a beautiful person.

Heartbroken,
Stacy